"No One Loves Me"

I feel like I should update my blog now, even though it doesn't really matter because I know that no one reads it. But that's okay. Other than Instagram, this is the only online place I have to say anything. So I'm writing because I have to write something somewhere.

Since hitting rock bottom last week, I've been doing much better. I'm nowhere near where I need to be or where I want to be, but I'm better. I really believe deleting Facebook and Twitter was a great idea. I've considered deleting them before, but I could always find a million reasons why I "couldn't." This time, though, I didn't give myself time to come up with any reasons. I just knew I wanted them gone, and gone they were.

I have made a list of very large goals that I must achieve if I ever want Facebook and Twitter back. These goals cover every area of life-education, health, life, relationship, God, etc. I'm striving towards these goals whether I get them back or not. I've had them in the back of my mind for a loooong time, but I never really gave an effort towards achieving them. Now I've been slowly working towards all of them, while still trying to find other distractions to remove from my life.

Now, as for the title of this post. I decided on it because it's something I've heard a lot from people lately. Let me enlighten all (none) of you with some truth here-there ARE people who love you. Lots of people. I promise. I know that it sometimes may seem like we have no one who really cares about us, but trust me, someone somewhere loves you very much, and in 99.9% of cases, there are an over abundance of someones. I don't really have the answer for why it sometimes really does feel like no one loves us. Maybe someday I will have that answer. Or at the very least a theory. I seem to be pretty good a coming up with theories about stuff. But right now, I really don't know, as I am in the place where it seems like no one loves me. No one cares.

I hope to write again soon, but I really don't know when I will write again. I can only write when I'm in a writing mood, and those come and go like the storms we've been having lately around here. If it wasn't 1AM I can think of several topics to write on right now. But I'm not going to write about all of them. I MIGHT end up writing one. But I think I'll just go to bed, or read a book. If anyone is reading this, then adios bye and God Bless You.