What am I good at?

I really need to write. Let it all out.

The question is; What am I good at?

Obviously I'm no good at sports. Hand-eye coordination just isn't there for me. I like music and piano, but I'm not very good at it. I'm too shy to do any kind of drama or performing, including dancing, which I love. I'm not artistic at all. I'm really smart, (or so I've been told) but I'm horrible at school. I can't seem to keep friends for any period of time, and it takes me forever to make friends in the first place. I don't trust people, including myself. I let fear control way too much of me. I babysit and dogsit all the time, but every time I do, something goes wrong and I beat myself up about it for weeks. I've started a hundred different projects, but I don't finish anything.

I'm sure I could go on forever, but I'll stop there. At this point, my answer is nothing. I'm good at nothing. I'm not even good at being me.